At 8:35pm, 5th April, 2010 (today), Scampy died. We had him humanely euthanised while ~Laracooldude (https://www.deviantart.com/laracooldude) held him and we all petted him, after saying our goodbyes. People who are not close to their animals may not understand, but we are very close to our cats, and I miss him terribly already.
Looking back on my last journal entry it seems odd how happy and clueless I was. The vast majority of today has been spent crying over Scampy dying. I miss him so much, and I love him even more. The car trip to the vets to say goodbye only took 20 minutes, but it felt so much shorter. The whole way, I was thinking I wanted it to last forever, because it